I need everyones help..
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I need everyones help..
I am trying to collect all of the pics from my past post. Unfortunately I deleted most of the pics from my HD and from here. I am hoping that a few of you have saved my pics by chance. Here is a few that I still have.
Thank you
Thank you
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Unless someone downloaded them, those are prob gone forever. I was gonna say check your recycle bin to see if they were in there but if it was a long time ago… could be gone forever. I back up everything and have a backup to that. I believe the last post you had was removing silicone.
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Yes, after having the silicone removed I started my transition to become a woman. It's been a wonderful journey so far 4 1/2 years.
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Ok Jessica, go back through all your posts from the control panel, I took a Quick Look using your handle and several pics from at least 2019 are still there
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thank you
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You won’t get all of them, but you may be able to recover from 2016 and newer. Good luck !
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Jessica , Would you be willing to share where you’re at in your journey? You said in previous posts you had the silicone removed and were transitioning. While this is bringing you closer to YOU, it is also a series of pretty extensive body mods that I would love to see and discuss.
I was helping others with ideas in the extreme chastity and vulvoplasty threads with options. And I’ve always been interested in the malleability of the human form.
I was helping others with ideas in the extreme chastity and vulvoplasty threads with options. And I’ve always been interested in the malleability of the human form.
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After the removal of the silicone in mid 2019, also had a orchiectomy done at that time, I had to wait for everything to heal till I could do any other surgery. I have been on HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy) for almost 5 years. The HRT did a lot of things, IE: soft skin, breast growth (currently a 42C) and a dramatic change in my mental state.
The change in mental state was going from angry with the world and the hate for who I was. The hate for myself resulted in my pumping, saline infusion and silicone injections, all to make myself more of a "man". In the end of all that I still felt the same inside. I did get help for myself and through the therapist and psychologist, they helped me to understand who I was.
In June of 2021 I had GRS (Gender Re-assignment Surgery). This is a major surgery and requires a lengthy recovery. In the end getting the surgery was what lifted the feeling of something was wrong. Once all the bandages come off and everything heals, I literally cried from the sight. I know it sounds so weird, but it was like it was always there.
I'm sorry if this was a little rambling. If anyone has a question about my experiences or anything please do.
Jessica
The change in mental state was going from angry with the world and the hate for who I was. The hate for myself resulted in my pumping, saline infusion and silicone injections, all to make myself more of a "man". In the end of all that I still felt the same inside. I did get help for myself and through the therapist and psychologist, they helped me to understand who I was.
In June of 2021 I had GRS (Gender Re-assignment Surgery). This is a major surgery and requires a lengthy recovery. In the end getting the surgery was what lifted the feeling of something was wrong. Once all the bandages come off and everything heals, I literally cried from the sight. I know it sounds so weird, but it was like it was always there.
I'm sorry if this was a little rambling. If anyone has a question about my experiences or anything please do.
Jessica
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Don’t apologise, your story is important. Thank you for sharing 
Oh to have even an average sized cock….
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Regardless of all of that, I love the way your cock looked in the second photo! Super thick and sexy and hot! Glad you've found peace in your newest endeavor. 

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If it were me I'd immediately stop using the drive and then use a second computer to run recovery software on it.
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Thanks for sharing your journey Jessica!