Another Surgilube Experience AND Warning

[Squirrel]

Here's some pictures taken this morning as warm and loose as possible. The captions describe how I'm positioned. Cock pics here. Balls post next.

[Squirrel]

Here are the warm/loose balls pics.

I can't stress enough how intentional my clothing choices are now. Work pants designed for movement and untucked shirts that are one size too big are a must. I'm not looking forward to when work requires a tucked in shirt, or worse, a suit.

[AnthonyHardville]

Holy fuck the weight of the hang must be insane

[AnthonyHardville]

Its crazy looking at page 1 then jumping to page 10

[gijoejw]

You filled so much it stretched your skin out a lot, way more than me. Mine does hang more after what I’ve done as well. Like I said I’m on the edge of being too big so I’m taking a break.

[Squirrel]

Update 50 days since last add to balls and 90 days since adding to my dick...

Still huge, but started to notice balls being smaller than my last pics about 2 weeks ago. Not much smaller, just a perceptible change in size. The two notable "little" lumps on the left in my last pics are bigger but not an issue with clothing on. The left/right size and shape difference is getting more pronounced. Mostly because I have to tuck this 90% of the time and it's getting squeezed. I'm getting smaller, but the left side still pushes my pants forward to show a weird one sided bulge. When trying to look "normal" the right side is now very visible from behind in loose pants. My options are to either have a big bulge up front, or to look like I've crapped my pants. The only way to hide in normal life is to pick clothes based on if more people will see me from the front or the back. 🫤

My dick was (slowly) reducing in size... until I woke up about 3 weeks ago and it was as big as 5 days after the last add. 85 days ago!. So much for letting SL gradually decrease. It's gotten slowly smaller since, but that was a very unexpected surprise.

I'll put up pics some time this week. I'll try to capture how my different (smaller) size is even harder to hide.

[Squirrel]

Holy fuck the weight of the hang must be insane

Thanks for the compliments AnthonyHardville. The change has been wild, the weight is amazing, and I'm still happy with what I've done. But I will admit, having extra weight consistently for 2 years makes it less exciting. I keep fantasizing about more, but I've hit a point where I just can't.

I still love being big, but... Being BIG doesn't line up with my life. Buying all new clothes, outGROWING it and buying more, trying to look normal(ish) in professional settings, trying to look normal(ish) in family settings, a partner who is not a fan of this in the bedroom.

CONSISTENT size requires a lot of mental, financial and physical effort for those who want to still have a "normal" life. Weigh what's important before (semi) permanently getting too big.

[just4me]

Holy fuck the weight of the hang must be insane

, having extra weight consistently for 2 years makes it less exciting. I keep fantasizing about more, but I've hit a point where I just can't.

I still love being big, but... Being BIG doesn't line up with my life. Buying all new clothes, outGROWING it and buying more, trying to look normal(ish) in professional settings, trying to look normal(ish) in family settings, a partner who is not a fan of this in the bedroom.

CONSISTENT size requires a lot of mental, financial and physical effort for those who want to still have a "normal" life. Weigh what's important before (semi) permanently getting too big.

I'm with you there.
IF i won the lottery and didnt have to deal with people and meetings and a job i would have zero restraint.
I'm glad im back to a managable size. 13" with random swellings up to 14.5"
Love the weight and feel.
Not so much love having a hard time minimizing a grapefruit sized bulge.
Time to take a break and re evaluate.

I miss pumping too.
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[gijoejw]

I agree I’m back down to 14.5-15” myself and I’m glad I was almost too big. I might fill one more time but a small one. Pumping is crazy though I swelled up to 21”, so be careful.

[Squirrel]

I agree I’m back down to 14.5-15” myself and I’m glad I was almost too big. I might fill one more time but a small one. Pumping is crazy though I swelled up to 21”, so be careful.

Holy crap! 14" to 21" is a wild pumping result. I haven't pumped my balls with SL for fear of getting stuck in my glass STJ. Since I'm resting at about 18" you pretty much confirmed it's not a good idea for me, or I better have at least a day of alone time to figure out how to get out. Hell, I already have difficulty fitting in the STJ opening without pumping (yeah, I tried).

Your ball pumping increase lines up with the occasional cock pumping I've done with SL though. Sitting at about 8" around unpumped, it only takes about 45 minutes to fully pack a 3" tube now. SL has definitely reignited my interest in pumping. Both because of the fast results, and because temporary saline or glucose is more risky. I'd still prefer infusions due to how much I enjoy the process, but the "unknowns" have shifted how I play. But... now that it's been over 50 days since the last SL add I'm pretty comfortable with the idea of saline/dex again.

I still plan on putting up clothed pics this week of how hard this is to hide. If life allows, I may do an infusion within the next 14 days and put up pics too.

Trying to be visibly normal is annoying.

[gijoejw]

I highly recommend not doing pumping in anything except a monster tube sr or jr. I used my bullmaster magnum and it was bad I almost couldn’t get out of it. SL blew up and it’s too swollen to give any. I was able to get pretty big prior to SL but it made it worse lol. It has helped make my sac longer which is what I wanted but yeh it grows a lot. It also does help speed up absorption too. That pic was like 40 mins pumping so it didn’t take long. It hurt like hell trying to get out.

[Squirrel]

Gijoejw... Just, WOW! I want a monster Sr tube but just haven't been able to justify it yet. That pic helps though.

Here's a couple pics showing what I look like in the loosest, most "ball room" public pants I own, with the most constructive underwear. There is no hiding this. The best I can do is to wear black or grey versions of the same pants to hide shadows. I've got looser lounge pants and pajamas that have a lower crotch, but the material is so thin it shows off the size even more.

[Squirrel]

For the sake of learning, last night I squeezed the encapsulations in my penis really hard to intentionally try to get another size gain. It worked! The right side was bigger again this morning. It was VERY soft and squishy, but almost as big as the day after the last add on that side. Definitely didn't feel like a new SL add.

80% of it went away throughout the day. It at least I know that breaking an encapsulations will cause temporary growth again. It took a lot of pressure though. I almost couldn't squeeze enough due to hand strength and the pain from pinching myself that hard.

[gijoejw]

Thanks, and the sr is top notch. With as much as you have done you would probably fill it. I can get like half way lol. I would like to be able to fill more and be bigger but it shows too much as I am now. So when I pump it grows huge but also remember it helps speed up absorbing the SL. You’ll never be back to your original size but it helps make the skin more loose and not as many hard areas but some never go away. Once that skin stretches that’s it forever lol

This is 21” for me, it gets really round, balls are a bit longer and like 19.5” front to back so oval kind of shape. Takes 2 hours to get there but that’s what the sr does for me. Worst part is they stick out really bad when you pump like this, like 6-7” past your legs. Impossible to hide.

[bignlow]

If you are going to grow it, show it.