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Valcore220 wrote: ↑Thu Oct 31, 2024 5:44 am 4 months of HRT and really the most growth was initially but the last 4 days I’ve been sore and getting some growth. They feel bigger since Monday. Everyone says they start growing in the 3-6 month range so maybe I’ve started my growth. Time will tell.

straightma1e wrote: ↑Mon Dec 02, 2024 6:24 am I'm a bit confused now Valcore. In prior posts near the beginning of this thread you mentioned not transitioning but just being a male nullo with breasts. Now I hear you wondering how large breasts you may be able to grow and mentioning dressing as a woman once you find out. Have you decided to transition or do you just wish to cross dress? And how do you continue this journey without your wife becoming upset enough to want to end the relationship? Plus have your children said anything? I apologize if these are too personal for answers but I am really curious to know.

Valcore220 wrote: ↑Tue Dec 03, 2024 6:35 am
All good question, so as it turns out I am Trans and I’ve wanted to be a woman my whole life really. I think the point of removing my penis was kinda the last straw for me to admit I was trans. I did have that conversation with my psychologist which resulted in a diagnosis that’s typically required to start HRT.

I’m still exploring my identity right now and it seems that HRT can cause big changes to your personality so I’m working on that with my therapist to figure out the kinda girl I want to be. I’ve been very happy taking estrogen it’s like having this loud confusing screaming noise machine turned off and you can finally focus or get some peace. Plus the ability to feel emotions is so amazing, I used to have basically three angry, content, sad. Now I have about 302 and I can have more than one at a time .

I love my wife so very much, I’m just not happy being the person society wants me to be and it’s caused me to be an unhappy person. So that’s why I chose HRT but my wife found out last week that I was 5 months in when my endo called her on accident. It happens…. I can’t be mad at them because it was my avoidance.

Long story short she took the kids, emptied 40k out of the bank, told me to disappear asap, she and both her family and mine think it would be better if I abandon the kids then be a trans parent. Don’t worry that’s not happening. I’ve hired a lawyer and we are getting divorced and will be fighting over custody sadly because she isn’t open to growing with the world.

My kids don’t know yet because my wife took them from me and won’t let me see them but I’ll tell them when I have a chance. Yes I’m transitioning I came out to basically everyone this last week. I should add that out of all my friends and family 2 were supportive the rest told me to disappear.