Sorry to hear about you and your wife.
I recently ended my 16 year relationship as she did not share my fetish and was more like a friendship of some sort.
I think you will be more happy to live your life and maby later in life meet a girl that share your sizefetish
You have a great body and I'm sure lots of people would feel lucky to be with you. Find an young inexperienced nerdy girl and train her up to be your fucktoy. Thats probably much easier than finding a kinky bitch that is ready to go. I've gone through this process three times. I learned so much with my previous 2 attempts. Now my 3rd little bitch is trained up just right and I'm completley satisfied. What you want is getting her to where she loves you and will go along with anything to keep you happy. PhucMi isn't more horny or perverted than any other typical girl, but she is docile, and subservient in her nature. I treat her like a princess in exchange for 100% obedience in the bedroom. Good luck! You deserve the best!
Boomber_mod wrote: ↑Sat Apr 12, 2025 3:42 pm
Update. Or rather, nothing to write ))) Nothing bad or good happened after the last addition. I feel good, my Lumps are going away a little, as is the size with them. Now I'm busy with work and sports. My wife and I stopped communicating altogether, having found out that we are different. There is a distant thought to repeat that marathon with KY again, but I'm not entirely sure about it yet, but I would like a new relationship with a person who will accept my size and not be afraid. I have a new large tube for pumping, but I haven't used it yet, when the first test is done, I will upload a photo.
I can agree on things people should be open about things in the relationship it doesn't matter if you gay bi straight and lesbian bi curious it should be equal communication understanding as well and along with heart even accepting too I have learned that there is people whom are stubborn and who isn't going to understand etc. You always look great in the photos!!
Probably the absence of news that could be bad is called stability!
Well, I have stability ))) I'm getting older and I feel like my libido is decreasing a little, and with it my interest in experiments in the intimate sphere of life!
A period of self-awareness, life values and maybe life goals, But probably this is not a topic for this site )))
I'm fine, the size is the same, the lumps are very slowly, but decreasing, which makes me happy...
Thanks for sharing your journey! I am thinking of trying KY. Been pumping for over 10 years and almost every day for the last 6 months. I have been 18-19 inches everyday for over 6 months now and am used to this size but am looking for something more permanent but not as permanent as silicone.
Yesterday I added Dextrose 5% 150 ml, Not a big increase, but it lasts well))) I decided to order more KY and if necessary I will add a couple more tubes.
Also like Billochka, I am thinking about increasing the size to a much larger size, because I am different from Billochka, nothing is holding me back, but the only thing I wanted was for the cock to be capable of sex.
Does anyone have any experience of sex after the increase, what changed? I am interested in your experience!
xxlulli wrote: ↑Wed Jun 04, 2025 1:45 pm
Sieht sehr geil aus wie lange bleibt der so. Ich mache nur Glucosefüllungen 5% die leider nach 24 Stunden weg sind.
I have been doing infusions for many years, about 20 years, I think it helps.
Hi! I sent you a private message, but I don't think it went through. I created an account here specifically to contact you.
I've been dreaming of silicone for a really long time. However, there's something that REALLY scares me about silicone and it's literally the only reason I haven't done it - embolism. I know that it's not a threat when using saline, but in the case of silicone there is a risk. That's why I noticed KY. In your topic you wrote "But you won't bruise more than me, and it shouldn't scare you, because if it gets into the bloodstream, KY won't hurt because it dissolves in the blood', I mean , there can be no consequences as from silicone.".
So I wanted to talk to you about this and first of all ask - are you absolutely sure that KY dissolves in the blood? Where did you get this information?
This is important to me because I am considering it more and more seriously.
Regards! ;D
First you do not want anything in your blood stream. Period. Silicone can absorb sometimes and that is bad. Mostly the body encapsulates and then will slowly over time absorb what it can and remove it. Some will always be left. Both ky and SL are both safe if you inject under the skin. Injecting in the skin can cause necrosis. Ive mostly done the ball sac, not injecting into the testicles which I do not recommend. I believe boomer has only used ky. Ky absorbs a bit faster vs SL. The other thing is you cannot inject too much at a time with ky and sl, you will get a fever. Most ive done is 90cc per side in my sac. Start small, no more than 20-30 cc. And above all be sterile and safe.
I added 150 ml. 5% glucose a few days ago. I got a good effect! I once had to buy very wide pants that I can wear without underwear and it's a very good feeling...