Dorsalnerve kaputt / Penis Dorsal Nerves damage numbing penis

[siwy111]

I am 33 years old and live in Germany NRW. I have been trying to deprive my penis of feeling for some time now. Banding, preferably a zip cable tie, works for a few weeks. Elastorator rubber bands can also damage the nerve for some time, but cable ties work better. Yesterday I once again targeted the 'dorsal nerve'. With a 0.9 x 40 mm needle at the base of the penis, as when anesthesia is administered under the abdomen. I also aimed at the one side in the middle. Evidential a vein burst. Yesterday, when I rubbed my fingernail along the nerve, something popped, and today it was swollen like that, it swelled and spilled blood, or I had an injection under the skin, but I never broke the vein itself I tried intensively to damage the nerve. I also tightened the burdizzo forceps on this place on the penis. I wonder if it will heal as usual, or will there be an infection? If you need German, you can translate it using Google Translator.Perhaps you know a better method for permanent nerve damage?