burdizzo use with lidocaine it makes not so much pain, just she swelling any days after hurts a little bit
best way is to open the sack and cut the balls off, so you have a trophy and a cool video
the colour of the elastrator bands say nothing, i have all colours and there is no difference about the colour, i have orange bands they are strong and other they are not so strong...
i can wear it up to 45 min, like the feeling when the balls go numb
"Also i feel like i am not sure about losing them balls permanently as those balls are my source of joy, I love to torture them and love the pain so the feeling is what would i do if the balls are not there. "
thats the point...
when you have no balls there is nothing to play and torment it, also you loose your libida